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Friday, July 9, 2010

Hi.
I'm blogging since no one is.
And the last post was 15 Feb.
WOW.

Okay, I don't know what to say about.
But I guess this place can be my diary, since no one visits/knows about this blog.

It's been 7 months.
And it's really long.
Everything's changing.
Our lives, our friends, our thinking, our pespectives, our relationships.
Sometimes I don't even know if anyone understands.
I thought you all would.
But alas, you all didn't.

At first I didn't realise so.
Then I thought of what you said.
Then I pieced the puzzle.
Then I realised what you were thinking.

Now we're okay, but the hurt is still there, all because I couldn't get your trust after so long.
Maybe it's my fault, but it doesn't mean that you're not to blamed.
Hpmh!
I don't get it.
I don't want this.
But it had to come.

I hope we will be able to go back to the time we once were.
I guess I will be able to forget this whole thing soon.
But now I won't even get to meet you for at least once a week.
And for you, I guess you still care, but only when I'm here.
When I'm not you probably forgot about my existence.
And for you, I guess I talked the most to you this year?
You're not really involved in all these, and I have already forgotten about the episode last year.
And now I hate myself for thinking the worst.

Four people, four lives, four plans, four thinkings.

Shuen Y