Monday, February 15, 2010
hi noe most ppl juz forget abt tis blog.wondering if i gave tis blog a wrong name...in the show it says:Gossip Girls, your only way to the scandalas life of manhattan. haha ours shld be:Gossip Girls: your only way to hell in Singapore. i don find any wrong in tis sentence okok it cny so wadeev. life is getting depressing fvor me as i find out more about surrounding, my friends, my life and me. soemtimes i look at the clouds and i feel so blank.feel asthough nothin bad could ever happen on those bright blure skies. make me think of movies which hv those scenes of it in the movie and how the movie had a happy ending.dreaming i could do, which if far from possible when i tear my eyes from the hypnotising skies anbd look bvack to reality, the painful, cruel and heartless reality. arghhhhhh. sound real emo but thats the way it is.i dono y i muz pick such a hard dream to fufill.and i find myself getting more diff from the perpective i use to. i use to talk it alot to many ppl.but nw i hardly say it as i "learnedhelplessnes" i guess. most ppl juz tink it s a kid dream which one cant fufil and others who r more sympatic listen to it but nv took uch notice of it i guess.sometimes iwan2 prove them wrong but that road is juz too far,so far to reach.with e oncoming situation every year, my confidence slipped away.i feel like giving up but i juz cant. its the most terrible thing to be, stuck in the middle of both situation. i dono. really. whoever read juz DON talk to me bout it.don ask if u don wan to hear lies....
