Tuesday, September 22, 2009
today, i am reaaly really really really upset and sad. you know those that really reach really deeep and hurt you deeply. those that you don feel like crying juz that u feel like coping up and juz sit and stare at the wall for nthin can you really feel a swell and swollen that hurtmore and more and deeply as time pass. i am really upset,even having my 2 tests failed and being lastin class cant compare, do u noe that kind of thing? i think its also sort of jealousy or the strong the desire to have something,so strong and so fill u uo that is hurt so much, i am glad i am really put things behind, but this particular thing hurt me i can heal only after a day and escape through distraction,y am i like tis?i cant understand , nor my chances of escaping are good as they are as many as one with only left with a hand sticking out of the world's most dabgerous and quickest's quicksand. wish i could relief my touture soon instead of 10 yrs later. PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
